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            So it's been about 7 years since the last post.  A lot has changed with me and other people that I know. Many people that I used to talk to are parents or married. I met a lot of people in college and I still speak to some of them. The world has changed so much since last year. Something new happens every single day. I have been through so much these past few years such as losing friends and drifting away from people.      All I have been doing is working and trying to find a better job which has been hard. I don't mind my current job because I get along with people there. I have met a bunch of people through out the 3 years soon to be 4 years there. Many people have came and gone through out the time of me working there. The crazy part is that many people say that their job is temporary but sometimes it takes time for you to move on.     Relationships are hard these days because of how people act and how ...

    I graduated high school on June 23rd and it didn't hit me that it was over until the ceremony started. And when I saw how teary eyed everyone got including me. I don't like seeing my friends cry because than I start to tear. I was excited to say that I finished high school and going on to college. When my assistant principal called my name I walked on to the stage nervous, and sad because this was the end. After everyone got their diploma we actaully said our goodbyes even though some people didn't mean it. I got to graduate with my friends. My best friend hugged me after the ceremony and I wanted to cry but I held it in so well. But of course after the official last day which is tomorrow I will most likely cry. Everyone in PHS is not really going that far they are still close to New York. Some are going to Boston, Delaware, Pennsylvania and etc.      The good thing about high school was how supportive everyone was most of the time. My friends were supporti...

  It's almost the end of high school. It's bitter sweet I guess for it ending. It was stressful but it was also fun. There was drama that was annoying but when there wasn't any drama it was awesome. Hanging out with friends and doing things that weren't boring. I always managed to have fun on school trips even on the boring ones. My high school is making graduating difficult and stressful because you have to do a social action project and successfully complete it as if we don't have anything to do. The most stressful was applying to colleges let me tell my experience wasn't that difficult. I applied to some schools outside on New York and of course I got accepted but they are expensive. I had to make a choice of what I want to do with my life.     The other thing about my high school experience was making new friends but also losing some. Like this past week I lost a friend because they moved and I got him upset. I apparently made him stressed without meaning...

I'm kinda ready for high school to end. I mean I still want my friends in my life. Especially this one person that made me happy through this whole high school experience. Lucky I never transferred out like I thought because then it wouldn't be the way it is now. I had to deal with a lot but it was worth it just for that one person. :)    Sometimes I feel like I'll be forgotten or something. I don't like to think that way but I do. My friends have been through a lot with me. Having to deal with my craziness & things that have been happening especially my feelings towards certain things. I just hope that we stay together because I want them in my life forever. I love them without a doubt.    I just hope that my bestie knows about how I feel even without me saying anything at all. My bestie is one of a kind & special to me. I love you bestie :D 

It's crazy how now I have a baby brother when I'm 18. I wasn't that excited at first but then I got excited. The day that my baby brother was born made me realize that I have to set a good example for him which is difficult at times since I'm usually the one who gets in trouble about a bunch of stuff. I love my brother I do but he's such a pain. I'm happy now that I have someone I can talk to about everything. The way he looks at me makes me happy because now I won't be alone.    So much has changed since the day he was born. He weights about 12pounds now when he was born he weighted about almost 10. That day he was born I was exhausted but I felt so relieved that he was born. After seeing all of that I don't know about doing all of that. It looked painful & nasty but my mother wanted me there so I had to be. My uncle is expecting a son too what a way to steal my mom's thunder. But it's okay I guess it's not that bad.     I wasn't e...

       This was the food ordered from the diner next to the school in Chinatown. I ordered a ginger ale soda with a grilled mozzarella and it was really good.  It cost about $7. Another place is Yaya's  in Chinatown and what I got was a shrimp rice ball and also a strawberry black tea which also tasted delicious. The shrimp rice ball cost $2.25 and the strawberry black tea cost $2.00. They used shrimp tempura and made the rice into a triangle shape.  They also wrapped it into seaweed and it came with a sauce.The strawberry black tea was very sweet and refreshing . It was cheap and very delicious.  The restaurant had a nice decor. They had decorated it for Christmas. They had a an artificial tree that had ornaments and tinsel. Its beautiful lights created a homey atmosphere. In addition, the employees were kind and greeted me with a smile. Overall, i had a wonderful time. I had delicious food and was able to sit down and enjoy my time w...