Random Thoughts =)

I'm kinda ready for high school to end. I mean I still want my friends in my life. Especially this one person that made me happy through this whole high school experience. Lucky I never transferred out like I thought because then it wouldn't be the way it is now. I had to deal with a lot but it was worth it just for that one person. :)    Sometimes I feel like I'll be forgotten or something. I don't like to think that way but I do. My friends have been through a lot with me. Having to deal with my craziness & things that have been happening especially my feelings towards certain things. I just hope that we stay together because I want them in my life forever. I love them without a doubt.    I just hope that my bestie knows about how I feel even without me saying anything at all. My bestie is one of a kind & special to me. I love you bestie :D 

It's crazy how now I have a baby brother when I'm 18. I wasn't that excited at first but then I got excited. The day that my baby brother was born made me realize that I have to set a good example for him which is difficult at times since I'm usually the one who gets in trouble about a bunch of stuff. I love my brother I do but he's such a pain. I'm happy now that I have someone I can talk to about everything. The way he looks at me makes me happy because now I won't be alone.    So much has changed since the day he was born. He weights about 12pounds now when he was born he weighted about almost 10. That day he was born I was exhausted but I felt so relieved that he was born. After seeing all of that I don't know about doing all of that. It looked painful & nasty but my mother wanted me there so I had to be. My uncle is expecting a son too what a way to steal my mom's thunder. But it's okay I guess it's not that bad.     I wasn't e...